¡¡(warning, it's a little bit too long xD)!!
Hello again, everyone!!
It's been a while since I post my last journal and it really feels good to be back on Deviantart again!!
I'm truly sorry for being inactive for too long!! I have been really busy with school stuff, tests and a lot of problems that were pushing me down, don't letting me do what I like.
But hey, I'm back! And god! I've got a lot of things to do!! Art trades, commissions, drawings, comics, drawings, and more drawings xD
Well it's good to be back and I also started to answer your comments again xD so I'm sorry if you are getting replies from me for almost 5 or 8 months later, ups!:sweatdrop:
There are some problems that remain still in my life that I'm trying to get over. However, I feel really happy to be back. Actually I'm starting to feel new and ready to gooo~
I wanted to talk about something with all of you in this journal...
Yeah something that happened a while ago.
The girl's stabbing. Both of them.
Yeah I know what you all are thinking; And I think there's nothing that I could say that you don't already know...
So, we all agree that these girls have made an awful mistake and something really immature even for their age.
So yeah... How do I tell you this mm...
Well I've been thinking a lot about this matter. It has just brought more and more problems to the Creepypasta fandom that it already has.
I just don't get what is wrong with the fandom! What the hell is wrong with us? With all of us?It is necessary all this hate?
There is no point of explaining it, because all of you know what I mean. Maybe I'll talk about it more deeply in another journal. (Since I need a little bit of help to explain myself in English D
Well, all this fights, all the problems and all the hate are starting to affect me. I feel sick of seeing all the hate comments, all the negative journal towards the fandom, saying such things like "is pure shit" "is not scary anymore" "the fangirls had ruined it"
Just stop please, I really want this to stop. What makes us differents from another fandoms? Why can't we be as tolerant with each other as other fandoms are? I don't know. And I won't lie to you.
Yes I have had though about leaving.
Thinking about stop drawing scary thing, stop reading creepypastas and even getting away from DA....
Because all this things are making me sick and making me feel really bad. Also! A lot of artist that I LOVE are leaving because of the same reason! And it just make the situation worse.
And it's all OUR fault, because we are all part of this.
But then I realized that, after all, this is worth it.
Than I wouldn't change this fandom for anything in the world. Because horror is part of my life since I was little, as much as drawing is. So no, I won't stop drawing Creepypasta just for that. I'll remain strong and I'll take what comes. Because I still have a lot to offer. A lot to draw. And as long as there are people that still supporting me, and supporting the fandom.. I'll be here. Besides... what would I do instead??
This fandom has changed my life and my point of view in a lot of things. And I don't mean being emo, or a dark pessimistic person. Of course not. The horror fandom doesn't make you a bad person. I have grown up with all of this and I turned out well (ithink)
(A fandom doesn't makes you a bad person, it all depends on oneself.)
This fandom has taught me to be more tolerant, more mature and responsible when It comes to face my problems and the most important thing; to be myself. To respect my interests and to respect the others. That's why I get so angry with the typical phrase "those stupid girls/boys had ruined the fandom"No.Maybe One day I'll stop drawing them for a while, maybe One day I'll come back and I will love them again... But know, I still have a lot to do<3
Well that's all I think hehe...
I don't usually write long journals, but here you go.I finally managed to get this feeling off my chest~